First Love

Time cured my pain from you and your memories.
From leaving you. Living on my own.
You know, At night I cried. At day I smiled.
But now I know I was denying my feelings.
Realized..
You were my very first love.
The one who owned me.
The one I was addicted to by day and by night.
Now you’re telling me you felt the same all this time.
That you missed me so much.
What do you want me to say now?

Years have passed by. I’m not the same person.
You have also changed. I guess that’s life.
But now we are here again.
You say you want it to be like it used to be.
But that’s what I am afraid of..
You can’t come back after all this years.
Telling me you felt all this.
While I was dying.
But I can’t say no.
I can’t just pretend anymore.

What do you want me to say now?
I’m waiting.
You know that I’m waiting.
Come back to me.