Be hurt or hurt

You took my hand.
You showed me love.
I was afraid.
You were there for me all the time.
Even though I couldn’t see it.
I was so scared. Felt so lonely.
You smile and hold me tightly.
I smile back at you.
But still I know that this is wrong.
’cause someone is waiting for me.
At the place that I call home.
And I keep lying to myself.

A kiss, a hug, an affair.
Call it what you want.
I got nothing to say.
You weren’t there for me.
Someone else was instead of you.
One thing lead to another.
And here we are now again.
I’m not blaming you at all.
I’m blaming myself for not being honest to myself.
Playing a game you could only lose.
But you deserve better then this.


Let’s risk it all.
Take the fall.
If this is wrong.
Then it's here were I belong.
Try to hold on.
I try to be strong.
And now I confess to you with my song.

All good things have to come to an end.
Everybody is breaking up everywhere.
We got so little time and so much to do.
And we keep thinking on ourselves.
No one else matters.
Survival of the fittest.
Be hurt or hurt.
What are you going to choose?